Today, I’d like to write about a friend of mine, who I’ve taken for granted recently.
Someone who, for a good amount of months, I wasn’t talking to.
Let’s call this person, Buddy.
Now, Buddy, is in fact (Bear with me on this) a girl. Now that we have an understanding:
Buddy is like any teenage girl, except she masters a small army of birds, co-headed by two maniacal poodles named Suzie and Coco. Of course, these are their code-names.
Their real names are Dr. General “Suzie” Bloodletter P.H.D. (in old) and Lieutenant-General “Coco” Evil-Loud-Bark.
Sweet dogs.
As I sit here —overheating in the summer air, inside, where it’s SUPPOSED to be air-conditioned— I can’t think of anything else to write about the poodles. So I’ll just get into it about Buddy.
Buddy is a musician. Yes, musician. She writes and performs her OWN songs, which are generally really good. She plays actual shows and records with other local artists who are “actual musicians” themselves.
Well anyway, Buddy and I got into a spat about something stupid, and, of course, I’ll admit, I was sort of the… wrong… one…
After months of me being wrong, I finally decided to apologize and grovel for forgiveness—as my nature urges me.
I sent her a Facebook message (Meaning I beg, apologize some more and beg again.) and she, eventually, sends back “Sure. I’ve got no problems with you.”
*Queue confused look and question-mark breeding ground above my noggin*
So I added her back on Facebook. A half-hour goes by and I –trying not to be awkward— finally work up the courage to try to talk to her.
The conversation goes as follows:
“Me: So what have you been up to?
Buddy: Recording. And I actually have to go clean the bathtub right now. So I’ll talk to you later!
Me: Haha alright then! See ya!”
All-in-all I think it was a success.
I strongly urge you to go to www.myspace.com/wonderwonderful and listen to the songs posted.
Or bees will infest your ears and have wild, late-night bee parties that you're not invited to.
Saturday, July 10, 2010
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Matthew Thiessen and the Twitlebrizombies.
Relient K is a best-selling Christian/Rock/Punk Pop/Alternative ensemble from Canton, OH.
But are they any more than that?
Recently I've been reflecting on the times I say something witty and seemingly response-worthy to "Celebrities" on Twitter,
and I can tell you that although their tweets seem human in nature and like there are people behind the expensive phone, *typing out the wit-filled, informative and supposedly sympathetic, social-status earning, one-hundred-forty-character(Or less) sentences* the recognition and the fancy clothing, there aren't ordinary or extraordinary people waiting to hear from you.
Celebrities on Twitter only talk to other celebrities on Twitter, so don't waste your time tweeting to them, they won't reply to it, or even see it.
Though Relient K's members don't seem to be the "Twitlebrizombie" type, (due to their repertoire of Christian tunes giving them a social stigma in today's "Class of citizen" that one mostly sees on TV as "Ordinary people who don't seem to believe in God") I have wasted my good time following and trying to connect with one who certainly acts like a "Twitlebrizombie":
Matthew Arnold Thiessen (Relient K, Matthew Thiessen and the Earthquakes), *born in St. Catherines, Ontario, Canada* has left my tweets unobliged, disregarded and continues to talk only to other "Twitlebrizombies" who ignore other doting fans.
Though I'm slightly skewered on a spit of sadness, I still regard Mr. Thiessen as one of the greatest of generational musicians.
I don't expect him to socialize outside of his social rank, having had associations with people such as Adam Young(Owl City), Family Force 5, and a combination of Kelly Clarkson, Katy Perry and Glenn Ballard. Nor would he if he were in my position, I expect.
But one can't help but wonder "What would it be like?"
I can't help but imagine myself tweeting jokes back and forth with Mr. Thiessen, carrying conversation and creating sort of a friendship with him.
I can't deny that, as I was writing this, I thought up an image of Mr. Thiessen sitting at a computer, reading this aloud to his Relient K colleagues and having them all laugh humorously at me and at how pathetic I must seem.
And I can't deny that I would prefer that over being completely ignored by a once "Most-played" on my iTunes list.
But I guess being ignored is just the bane of our social status as normal citizens.
Always writing something,
Joshua Gerlach.
But are they any more than that?
Recently I've been reflecting on the times I say something witty and seemingly response-worthy to "Celebrities" on Twitter,
and I can tell you that although their tweets seem human in nature and like there are people behind the expensive phone, *typing out the wit-filled, informative and supposedly sympathetic, social-status earning, one-hundred-forty-character(Or less) sentences* the recognition and the fancy clothing, there aren't ordinary or extraordinary people waiting to hear from you.
Celebrities on Twitter only talk to other celebrities on Twitter, so don't waste your time tweeting to them, they won't reply to it, or even see it.
Though Relient K's members don't seem to be the "Twitlebrizombie" type, (due to their repertoire of Christian tunes giving them a social stigma in today's "Class of citizen" that one mostly sees on TV as "Ordinary people who don't seem to believe in God") I have wasted my good time following and trying to connect with one who certainly acts like a "Twitlebrizombie":
Matthew Arnold Thiessen (Relient K, Matthew Thiessen and the Earthquakes), *born in St. Catherines, Ontario, Canada* has left my tweets unobliged, disregarded and continues to talk only to other "Twitlebrizombies" who ignore other doting fans.
Though I'm slightly skewered on a spit of sadness, I still regard Mr. Thiessen as one of the greatest of generational musicians.
I don't expect him to socialize outside of his social rank, having had associations with people such as Adam Young(Owl City), Family Force 5, and a combination of Kelly Clarkson, Katy Perry and Glenn Ballard. Nor would he if he were in my position, I expect.
But one can't help but wonder "What would it be like?"
I can't help but imagine myself tweeting jokes back and forth with Mr. Thiessen, carrying conversation and creating sort of a friendship with him.
I can't deny that, as I was writing this, I thought up an image of Mr. Thiessen sitting at a computer, reading this aloud to his Relient K colleagues and having them all laugh humorously at me and at how pathetic I must seem.
And I can't deny that I would prefer that over being completely ignored by a once "Most-played" on my iTunes list.
But I guess being ignored is just the bane of our social status as normal citizens.
Always writing something,
Joshua Gerlach.
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
A lament of My Boleyn. A poem and lecture by myself.
I fear resentment is taking over my soul.
Not resentment of you, but of the rejection on your tongue, outweighed and made untrue by the lie in your eyes, and the hurt in your mind.
You know of what I speak.
A defense mechanism you've created, to deflect suitors you might see as usurpers and to catch those you see as the fish for your basket, or the horse for your bridle. No matter if they don't fit in the basket or no matter how loose or tight wears the bridle, for you are the usurper after all has come to pass.
Of much older men. Or most disturbed young boys. Those you trust, those you want. Yet raze to the mud and water. Drive mad, and away. Like you do the ones who trust and want you. In decidedly different manners.
You elude the ones who may be interested in you, and pursue the ones who may not be, in order to pick for yourself the apple which gleams a most deemable quality of red in your eye.
Though you can't decide which pretty apple you want, for you have taken many from the full bushel of perfectly fine and tasty apples.
You are a selfish, greedy she-ling. You are an untrustworthy greed-driven she-ling. You deserve no love. Yet you find it of the people you ignore. Waster. Litterbug. Liar. You over-theatric dramawife. Heartbreaker. Barracuda. My Lady. My Guinevere. My Boleyn.
Not resentment of you, but of the rejection on your tongue, outweighed and made untrue by the lie in your eyes, and the hurt in your mind.
You know of what I speak.
A defense mechanism you've created, to deflect suitors you might see as usurpers and to catch those you see as the fish for your basket, or the horse for your bridle. No matter if they don't fit in the basket or no matter how loose or tight wears the bridle, for you are the usurper after all has come to pass.
Of much older men. Or most disturbed young boys. Those you trust, those you want. Yet raze to the mud and water. Drive mad, and away. Like you do the ones who trust and want you. In decidedly different manners.
You elude the ones who may be interested in you, and pursue the ones who may not be, in order to pick for yourself the apple which gleams a most deemable quality of red in your eye.
Though you can't decide which pretty apple you want, for you have taken many from the full bushel of perfectly fine and tasty apples.
You are a selfish, greedy she-ling. You are an untrustworthy greed-driven she-ling. You deserve no love. Yet you find it of the people you ignore. Waster. Litterbug. Liar. You over-theatric dramawife. Heartbreaker. Barracuda. My Lady. My Guinevere. My Boleyn.
Tuesday, February 9, 2010
These are the reasons I'm depressed and angry at the world.
These are the reasons I'm depressed and angry at the world... you should listen to Metal while you read this...
Because nobody cares about anybody.
Everybody is shallow, including me.
There's not one honest person in the world.
Lightsabers don't really exist. Neither do laser guns
Air is God’s way of addicting us to life.
Nobody loves hideous monsters, no matter how heartwarming they may be.
Mary Shelly was a stupid bitch. So was Hans Christian Anderson.
The word “Fuck” is an acronym for “Fornication Under Consent of the King” and people use it
as a word of damnation as well as a word of emotionless sex, making it a so-called “Bad word”. As well as the word “Shit” is a derivative of the Gaelic-Celtic words “Shyte” and “Shat” which are the actual words for “Defecation” and “Defecated” and people say it’s a so-called “Bad word”.
When people tell you to be politically correct and say “Testicles” instead of “Nuts” or “Balls”. I find the word “Testicles” to be more vulgar than “Nuts” or “Balls”.
When people frown on “Curse words” when they’re just words.
When Liberal Hollywood portrays meaningless sex as more of a part of life than making love, and Marriage as a trap, rather than a holy union of two souls.
When Republican senate votes that homosexuals have the right to be married, JUST because it appeases and shuts up the liberals, and when marriage is a Christian union of two DIFFERENT sexes. I’d expect it from liberals, but not Republicans.
When people freak out when you say “That’s so gay.” About something that’s stupid, saying that it hurts their feelings. Well, homosexuals, your being gay hurts MY feelings, so fuck you, you’re gay.(And fuck you, Hilary Duff, I say what I want, you’re gay, too.)
How Family Guy has gotten more liberal and more stupid since Season 3.
How Liberal Hollywood portrays Conservatives and Republicans as; A.) The same thing; B.) Belligerently stupid and racist; and C.) The “Bad guys”. When those are all traits of blatant liberalism.
When you give up on an argument because the person you were arguing with is an unreasonable idiot, and they boast that they “Shut you up”.
How people think they’re really depressed when something miniscule happens in their life. Such as being dumped by somebody.
How 13+ year olds who are “Dating” say they’re “In-love” with each other when they’ve been dating for 15+ days.
When people use the word “Guestimate” which isn’t even a word.
When people decide they don’t like something just because they heard someone else’s opinion/lie/misinformation about it. I.E. “I don’t like Ketchup, because Mary-Beth said that it has low doses of Potassium-Cyanide in it.”
When people expect their DVR or TiVo to skip through live TV when they aren’t behind on time or in a recording or On Demand selection.
When some Christians believe that fast-paced music and sharp leads are “The DEVIL!”
When Elementary school teachers tell their students to tell their Parents who to vote for, and bitch about how Christians apparently try to shove the republican vote down people’s throats.
When people think you’re either a freak or you have some sort of major disease when you say you’ve never been kissed romantically, and you’re almost 18 years old.
How everybody hates America, when we bail other countries out of their own fuckups (France, England, Holland, Switzerland, Finland, Haiti, Africa, Mexico, etc.)
When “African”-Americans bitch about how their ancestors (Who were very distantly related to them) were enslaved by the “White man” for 300 years, when they were also freed by a white man, and a senate, congress, and jury of white men. And how Irish and Scotsmen and women worked in indentured slavery for close to 700 years, about 100 years before the Africans were even discovered. Try being enslaved by Englishmen who had a right to kill you for no reason. At least you HAD some rights. You probably haven’t even heard us bitch about it until just now.
How black people call themselves “African-Americans” when their family bloodline has been here for 10 generations. Listen, just because you’re black doesn’t mean you’re African. It means you have African genes, and skin color. Just because I’m white with red hair and blue eyes doesn’t mean I’m Irish or Scottish, I have Irish and Scottish genes and skin color, but you don’t seen me going around, calling myself “European-American”, do you?
The only REAL African-Americans are ones who have come to America from Africa in THIS century, and have taken citizenship in both countries.
When a friend comes over, spends then night, then doesn’t want to do ANYTHING the next day. So all you end up doing is sitting around until one of their parents comes to pick them up.
When saying “I love you” doesn’t mean shit to whomever you said it to. No matter how much you mean it.
When the only girl you like is still “In love” with their ex.
When you want to play a PC game, but the only PC you can play it on is being hogged by one of your siblings. And when they get off the computer they leave their windows open and you know they’re going to yell at you if you close them.
When you know you want to do something, but you can’t think of anything to do.
When you don’t say “I love you” again after the first time, cause you’re afraid the recipient doesn’t want to hear it.
When you stop caring about the little things, like Valentines Day, because you don’t have anybody to celebrate it with.
When Valentines Day becomes Single Awareness Day.
When you want something to eat, cause you’re hungry, but nothing in your fridge looks appetizing.
“Save the whales.” enough said.
That’s really all I have to say. When I can think of more things that grind my gears about Earth, I’ll edit this post.
Because nobody cares about anybody.
Everybody is shallow, including me.
There's not one honest person in the world.
Lightsabers don't really exist. Neither do laser guns
Air is God’s way of addicting us to life.
Nobody loves hideous monsters, no matter how heartwarming they may be.
Mary Shelly was a stupid bitch. So was Hans Christian Anderson.
The word “Fuck” is an acronym for “Fornication Under Consent of the King” and people use it
as a word of damnation as well as a word of emotionless sex, making it a so-called “Bad word”. As well as the word “Shit” is a derivative of the Gaelic-Celtic words “Shyte” and “Shat” which are the actual words for “Defecation” and “Defecated” and people say it’s a so-called “Bad word”.
When people tell you to be politically correct and say “Testicles” instead of “Nuts” or “Balls”. I find the word “Testicles” to be more vulgar than “Nuts” or “Balls”.
When people frown on “Curse words” when they’re just words.
When Liberal Hollywood portrays meaningless sex as more of a part of life than making love, and Marriage as a trap, rather than a holy union of two souls.
When Republican senate votes that homosexuals have the right to be married, JUST because it appeases and shuts up the liberals, and when marriage is a Christian union of two DIFFERENT sexes. I’d expect it from liberals, but not Republicans.
When people freak out when you say “That’s so gay.” About something that’s stupid, saying that it hurts their feelings. Well, homosexuals, your being gay hurts MY feelings, so fuck you, you’re gay.(And fuck you, Hilary Duff, I say what I want, you’re gay, too.)
How Family Guy has gotten more liberal and more stupid since Season 3.
How Liberal Hollywood portrays Conservatives and Republicans as; A.) The same thing; B.) Belligerently stupid and racist; and C.) The “Bad guys”. When those are all traits of blatant liberalism.
When you give up on an argument because the person you were arguing with is an unreasonable idiot, and they boast that they “Shut you up”.
How people think they’re really depressed when something miniscule happens in their life. Such as being dumped by somebody.
How 13+ year olds who are “Dating” say they’re “In-love” with each other when they’ve been dating for 15+ days.
When people use the word “Guestimate” which isn’t even a word.
When people decide they don’t like something just because they heard someone else’s opinion/lie/misinformation about it. I.E. “I don’t like Ketchup, because Mary-Beth said that it has low doses of Potassium-Cyanide in it.”
When people expect their DVR or TiVo to skip through live TV when they aren’t behind on time or in a recording or On Demand selection.
When some Christians believe that fast-paced music and sharp leads are “The DEVIL!”
When Elementary school teachers tell their students to tell their Parents who to vote for, and bitch about how Christians apparently try to shove the republican vote down people’s throats.
When people think you’re either a freak or you have some sort of major disease when you say you’ve never been kissed romantically, and you’re almost 18 years old.
How everybody hates America, when we bail other countries out of their own fuckups (France, England, Holland, Switzerland, Finland, Haiti, Africa, Mexico, etc.)
When “African”-Americans bitch about how their ancestors (Who were very distantly related to them) were enslaved by the “White man” for 300 years, when they were also freed by a white man, and a senate, congress, and jury of white men. And how Irish and Scotsmen and women worked in indentured slavery for close to 700 years, about 100 years before the Africans were even discovered. Try being enslaved by Englishmen who had a right to kill you for no reason. At least you HAD some rights. You probably haven’t even heard us bitch about it until just now.
How black people call themselves “African-Americans” when their family bloodline has been here for 10 generations. Listen, just because you’re black doesn’t mean you’re African. It means you have African genes, and skin color. Just because I’m white with red hair and blue eyes doesn’t mean I’m Irish or Scottish, I have Irish and Scottish genes and skin color, but you don’t seen me going around, calling myself “European-American”, do you?
The only REAL African-Americans are ones who have come to America from Africa in THIS century, and have taken citizenship in both countries.
When a friend comes over, spends then night, then doesn’t want to do ANYTHING the next day. So all you end up doing is sitting around until one of their parents comes to pick them up.
When saying “I love you” doesn’t mean shit to whomever you said it to. No matter how much you mean it.
When the only girl you like is still “In love” with their ex.
When you want to play a PC game, but the only PC you can play it on is being hogged by one of your siblings. And when they get off the computer they leave their windows open and you know they’re going to yell at you if you close them.
When you know you want to do something, but you can’t think of anything to do.
When you don’t say “I love you” again after the first time, cause you’re afraid the recipient doesn’t want to hear it.
When you stop caring about the little things, like Valentines Day, because you don’t have anybody to celebrate it with.
When Valentines Day becomes Single Awareness Day.
When you want something to eat, cause you’re hungry, but nothing in your fridge looks appetizing.
“Save the whales.” enough said.
That’s really all I have to say. When I can think of more things that grind my gears about Earth, I’ll edit this post.
Sunday, January 3, 2010
Conflict
It seems as though everyone I know has some deep emotional problem.
I try to help as best I can, not knowing the consequences of being wrapped up in things.
I think I want to be, though. It’s a way to help; a way to an end that doesn’t fold out with disaster.
And a way to keep the peace and to sometimes end the things that should be ended.
But I fear that some of them will end in disaster. That nobody can be happy without the thing that should end.
I just want it all to be over, with no consequences or heartbreak.
And I know they want that as well.
I’m going through something with two of my best friends right now.
I’m not exactly caught in the middle of things because one party considers the situation to be over.
But I feel like I am because the other party wants it to be over, but won’t let it be over.
I want to help her, because I don’t want her to hurt. But all I can think to say to her is just going to make her angry with me, even though I know for a fact its right.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
I try to help as best I can, not knowing the consequences of being wrapped up in things.
I think I want to be, though. It’s a way to help; a way to an end that doesn’t fold out with disaster.
And a way to keep the peace and to sometimes end the things that should be ended.
But I fear that some of them will end in disaster. That nobody can be happy without the thing that should end.
I just want it all to be over, with no consequences or heartbreak.
And I know they want that as well.
I’m going through something with two of my best friends right now.
I’m not exactly caught in the middle of things because one party considers the situation to be over.
But I feel like I am because the other party wants it to be over, but won’t let it be over.
I want to help her, because I don’t want her to hurt. But all I can think to say to her is just going to make her angry with me, even though I know for a fact its right.
I don’t know what to do anymore.
Friday, December 25, 2009
Myspace message @ David about bulletin!
Can you count your serious relationships on one hand?
I hope to be able to always only need one finger! Ima comment all these, startinggggggg NOW!
Name something great that happened today?
I called Reyna, and talked to her for an hour and change -ZOMGZ an HOUR!? Your parents LET you do that!?
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing right now?
umm....... the store? Really!? No way!
What's the last song you listened to?
"Hero" - Skillet *Yelling at the top of my lungs* "I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero, save me now I need a hero to save my life!!!"
This time last year, were you single?
yup
Do you wear makeup everyday?
I have NEVER worn make-up. Oh really? I seem to remember you....never wearing make up :P no worries ;)
Who is someone you'll always hate?
There is nobody that I hate. I dislike some people very severely, but I don't hate people Oh? Cause I hate Al Gore, and Obama.
If your ex asked you back out right now what would you say?
"Uh, two things about that.....
1: I am very happily taken by the most wonderful young lady ever.
2: Last time you asked me out, we dated for two days." "And you kinda smell, when was the last time you showered? Oh.... the day we broke up?.... you don't say..."
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
A few people, yeah Liiiikkkeee um... I dunno... YOUR FAMILY!?
Do you have any siblings?
2 siblings. one older brother, one younger sister. + like 3 non-biological siblings
Do any of your friends dislike each other?
yup =D Woooohhhh!
What are you doing right now?
watching White Christmas with my family Don't break your face open!...I dunno what that had to to with White Christmas...
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I would hope that my girlfriend does Well, yeah, that's kind of an obvious answer.
What happened at 9:00 am today?
I was sick, in bed. Pre-candy sickness, your body was punishing you for something you hadn't eaten yet.
What's the first thing you did when you woke up this morning?
tossed my cookies...... =/ Great way to start Christmas! "Yay! Yule Vomit!"
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
long as they don't call me nasty names for no reason, I couldn't care less By the way, I'm going to blog this....
Are you happy with the way things are going?
overall, mostly Yeah, you got a girlfriend, half a life, great stats on an Alien campaign in AVP2. Pretty good life so far!
Are your lips chapped at the moment?
nope Gotta keeps thems lips silky smooth! Or the crackage monster shows up and ruins your face!
Do you currently like anyone?
yup
I love her, too Awwwwww, I may throw up...
Do you have a best friend?
yup Haha yeah like several! Be specific! I wanna be mentioned in one of you bulletins!
What does your last outgoing text say?
no texting Also! No calling and no internet activity! But at least you have a camera!
Have you kissed someone more than 20 times in 09?
yup Eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!
Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone for over an hour?
Reyna <3 color="#ff0000">Hey! You mentioned this earlier!
How many people of the opposite sex do you actually trust?
There's a few, actually As long as they aren't your sister(s) or mother(s).
What are you doing this weekend?
hanging out with my family, getting ready to leave for the other side of the state on monday I don't think I have a snappy comment for this one...
Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
nope Holy crap! Seriously!?
How do you know the last male you texted?
no texting @6 questions above!
Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
yuppers Eeeewwwwww.....
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
nah Hahaha! When I read this question I was a little worried you had said yes! Hahaha!
Are some of your friends so close that you consider them family?
A few, yes =D MEZ! But I still need to be mentioned directly, with name and everything...
What made you start liking the person you like right now?
well, I noticed that she was cute when I first met her. Disregarded that fact entirely, though, because I've always thought that the prettier girls are evil. Hanging out with her, I realized she wasn't evil, and allowed myself to sort of like her. ALL pretty girls are evil, but it's a NECESSARY EVIL!
What does your mom call you?
David, or Son. +Dip, turkey, doof, goofball, dork, fail, noob, emo kid, stinky... Shall I go on?
I hope to be able to always only need one finger! Ima comment all these, startinggggggg NOW!
Name something great that happened today?
I called Reyna, and talked to her for an hour and change -ZOMGZ an HOUR!? Your parents LET you do that!?
Where did you get the shirt you're wearing right now?
umm....... the store? Really!? No way!
What's the last song you listened to?
"Hero" - Skillet *Yelling at the top of my lungs* "I need a hero to save me now
I need a hero, save me now I need a hero to save my life!!!"
This time last year, were you single?
yup
Do you wear makeup everyday?
I have NEVER worn make-up. Oh really? I seem to remember you....never wearing make up :P no worries ;)
Who is someone you'll always hate?
There is nobody that I hate. I dislike some people very severely, but I don't hate people Oh? Cause I hate Al Gore, and Obama.
If your ex asked you back out right now what would you say?
"Uh, two things about that.....
1: I am very happily taken by the most wonderful young lady ever.
2: Last time you asked me out, we dated for two days." "And you kinda smell, when was the last time you showered? Oh.... the day we broke up?.... you don't say..."
Do you know anyone with the same name as you?
A few people, yeah Liiiikkkeee um... I dunno... YOUR FAMILY!?
Do you have any siblings?
2 siblings. one older brother, one younger sister. + like 3 non-biological siblings
Do any of your friends dislike each other?
yup =D Woooohhhh!
What are you doing right now?
watching White Christmas with my family Don't break your face open!...I dunno what that had to to with White Christmas...
Do you think anyone has feelings for you?
I would hope that my girlfriend does Well, yeah, that's kind of an obvious answer.
What happened at 9:00 am today?
I was sick, in bed. Pre-candy sickness, your body was punishing you for something you hadn't eaten yet.
What's the first thing you did when you woke up this morning?
tossed my cookies...... =/ Great way to start Christmas! "Yay! Yule Vomit!"
Do you care if people hate you for no reason?
long as they don't call me nasty names for no reason, I couldn't care less By the way, I'm going to blog this....
Are you happy with the way things are going?
overall, mostly Yeah, you got a girlfriend, half a life, great stats on an Alien campaign in AVP2. Pretty good life so far!
Are your lips chapped at the moment?
nope Gotta keeps thems lips silky smooth! Or the crackage monster shows up and ruins your face!
Do you currently like anyone?
yup
I love her, too Awwwwww, I may throw up...
Do you have a best friend?
yup Haha yeah like several! Be specific! I wanna be mentioned in one of you bulletins!
What does your last outgoing text say?
no texting Also! No calling and no internet activity! But at least you have a camera!
Have you kissed someone more than 20 times in 09?
yup Eeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!
Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone for over an hour?
Reyna <3 color="#ff0000">Hey! You mentioned this earlier!
How many people of the opposite sex do you actually trust?
There's a few, actually As long as they aren't your sister(s) or mother(s).
What are you doing this weekend?
hanging out with my family, getting ready to leave for the other side of the state on monday I don't think I have a snappy comment for this one...
Ever cried while you were on the phone with someone?
nope Holy crap! Seriously!?
How do you know the last male you texted?
no texting @6 questions above!
Remember the first time you kissed the last person you kissed?
yuppers Eeeewwwwww.....
Did your last kiss take place on a bed?
nah Hahaha! When I read this question I was a little worried you had said yes! Hahaha!
Are some of your friends so close that you consider them family?
A few, yes =D MEZ! But I still need to be mentioned directly, with name and everything...
What made you start liking the person you like right now?
well, I noticed that she was cute when I first met her. Disregarded that fact entirely, though, because I've always thought that the prettier girls are evil. Hanging out with her, I realized she wasn't evil, and allowed myself to sort of like her. ALL pretty girls are evil, but it's a NECESSARY EVIL!
What does your mom call you?
David, or Son. +Dip, turkey, doof, goofball, dork, fail, noob, emo kid, stinky... Shall I go on?
Sunday, December 13, 2009
Insides
... I just feel different around the winter season, like my insides are upside down but my heart's in my throat.
Like I can't feel my liver or my stomach.
... Kinda like I'm awake but somehow asleep.
I feel like I did when we had the pitfire, but somehow different.
... A more hollow feeling, like I love where my life's at but it's like I'm in a white room with no door or windows. Or people.
... I feel bad for LaVella.
She's going through a tougher time than I am.
... The man who's supposed to love her is ignoring her, even mad at her. That's not fair of him.
She's a good girl.
... Maybe we're broken, like we don't work anymore for some inexplicable reason.
Like all we are is a clock with no hands. Just numbers.
... I just want to hop in a car and take a road trip, and listen to nothing but indie music. And figure out why I feel badly.
Like I can't feel my liver or my stomach.
... Kinda like I'm awake but somehow asleep.
I feel like I did when we had the pitfire, but somehow different.
... A more hollow feeling, like I love where my life's at but it's like I'm in a white room with no door or windows. Or people.
... I feel bad for LaVella.
She's going through a tougher time than I am.
... The man who's supposed to love her is ignoring her, even mad at her. That's not fair of him.
She's a good girl.
... Maybe we're broken, like we don't work anymore for some inexplicable reason.
Like all we are is a clock with no hands. Just numbers.
... I just want to hop in a car and take a road trip, and listen to nothing but indie music. And figure out why I feel badly.
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